This week's episode of American Idol was ... Boring!
The magic has disappeared unfortuanitely!.everyone SUCKED except for few who ROCKED IT such ad Shevonne , Lee Dwyze who tremendously stood out , Tim Urben and thats about it .
What are friends for?
I'm now watching cribs on MTV Arabia . And this episode is kind of about all of the all American rejects' band members cribs .I've just saw the lead singer's crib I believe his name is Tyson and it was nice ,the problem is his rides !
How can such a guy gets really crappy cars like the ones he own! You have some money , what are you spending them on , Tyson?
On the other hand , the lead guitarist has a really amazing crib but he doesn't own any car of the ones he had shown , ge only owns the scooters .
Hey , lead guitarist, how about you buy even just a new car for Tyson on his next birthday? I'm sure he's begging for one inside his head .
How can such a guy gets really crappy cars like the ones he own! You have some money , what are you spending them on , Tyson?
On the other hand , the lead guitarist has a really amazing crib but he doesn't own any car of the ones he had shown , ge only owns the scooters .
Hey , lead guitarist, how about you buy even just a new car for Tyson on his next birthday? I'm sure he's begging for one inside his head .
I'm back
Hello.
I've just downloaded this blogging app into my iPhone , it's called blogwriter , and from now on I'll be able to update my blog on a daily basis and keep you guys on the loop .
Bye
Norah
I've just downloaded this blogging app into my iPhone , it's called blogwriter , and from now on I'll be able to update my blog on a daily basis and keep you guys on the loop .
Bye
Norah
Splatters of my life : (Ch.7 : Nancy Drew)
The second I walked in the school with Jason,my heart beats started racing .I expected for everyone to be pointing their fingers at me and whispering stuff to each other,but none of that happened.It was just like another school day,everyone mined their own business even though that’s hard to believe for teenage kids to do so.I was looking around the corners of my eyes and wrapping my arms around my books across my chest like someone would take them away from me.I caught a glimpse of Jason looking weirdly at me.Jason never looked at me in that way before. I wondered what it was about.
The school day was finally over , the time was passing so slow that I thought the clocks were broken . It really was the worst and slowest school day of my life.I went outside the school searching for Jason after not finding him in his class.There he was, sitting on the bench outside school.But something else was disturbing the scene.Something suspicious;Lauren!
Sitting next to him.She was leaning toward him every second, touching his shoulders,feeling his biceps.An idiot would understand clearly what was she doing ; Flirting with my boyfriend.I was not the kind of girl who would get pretty jealous for nothing but Lauren made me change into that person.I did not want to just stop and stare at whats happening.Jason had some reactions toward Lauren's actions .I noticed that everytime she leaned closer,he faught back and drifted away from her.But something Lauren did that made me go right straight to her and stop her.She was touching the back of his neck smoothly.If it was some other couple doing that I would say "get a room" or something like that.But that is my boyfriend.I have to stop her right now before she does something else.I walked two steps toward them but then I stopped.I stopped because I noticed that there was something about to happen.Jason stood up when Lauren was bugging him and he was talking to her.I've caught what he said to her very clearly.
"Look,Lauren,lets clear this up right now,you're Cady's friend and im her boyfriend,and I honestly like her so much,so stop what you're trying to do,its not going to work" I've heard Jason saying that so clearly while Lauren was sitting down on the bench looking up at Jason while he's talking."Who say's im cady's friend?,and you''ll see"she was kind of attacking him in the first part,but then she tried to smooth it off with a wink.
Lauren eventually walked away and when she did , Jason saw me standing 3 feet away.His face was blank,no expression at all.he just kept staring at me.But I noticed that he was kind of relieved –he was inhaling and exhaling .He started apologizing for no reason,I was mad at a point before Jason cleared the situation to Lauren,but after what I heard I couldn’t be mad at him,I liked him more and more,it was almost love but i had to spend more and more time with him to determine if its love or just like-ing.
he was moving his lips as in "im sorry" for a minute then he frowned for a split of a second. If it was somebody else standing there , doing the same thing, I would slap him and shout to his face and tell him to deal with the fact that im ok and theres no reason to be sorry for.But it was Jason ,my Jason,I couldn’t do it no matter what he did to me.
I walked to him and he started saying that he's sorry again for one more time then he kept quiet and stared at my eyes.
"its really ok , nothing happened,I saw or heard what you said to her,and as a matter of fact I don’t care about her"I explained.
He locked his fingers with mine and kissed my hand.
"so , wanna go to the hospital for Maddie now?" he suggested.
"shhhh" I was afraid that anyone whould hear him.and my fear became true.
A guy was standing behind us heard him. "what happened to maddie?" he asked.
We turned to see who was the guy,he was approximately 17 years old and he wore dark clothes and his eyes were creepy.
"oh no she's fine, he was talking about another Maddie,my cousin from new york " I tried to lie and that’s what I got—apparently it did the job.
Jason and I continued walking to the car.He drove until we reached the hospital . We got inside and when I stepped inside what was supposed to be maddie's room,I found no one in there.
Not maddie, not mom, not even the nurse was there.i wondered where were they.
I asked the nurse at the reception counter and she told me that Maddie went home with my mom. that was quick for an over dose treatment.
I knew that one day wouldn’t make Maddie perfectly well.
Jason drove me home.
"do you mind if I come in and check on Maddie ,too?" he asked politely.
"sure ,come in" I had no doubt he would want to check on maddie because he knew what happened to her..
We went inside the house and there was maddie,laying on the couch like nothing had happened to her.and mom was cooking lunch and singing at the same time . she was more of a multitask woman . she couldn’t keep her mind focused on one thing only.
"maddie,I wont wait until you recover perfectly to ask you this,but please tell me who sold you meth? , I know it was someone from school because that incident happened right after school . " I asked right away.
I noticed that my mom suddenly became quiet.And I wanted to make my voice level as low as possible for a reason that I couldn’t really focus on at that moment.
Maddie kept quiet for a while then she finaly spoke:"yes it was someone from school but that all I can give you right now"
"ok" I was not in the mood to argue and someone from school already won my attention.
The guy who asked for her,the mysterious dark-clothed guy.
Something about him gave me chills when I thought about him.
I walked systematically outside like a robot through the front door. I honestly couldn’t deal with the fact that my mother is acting fine with the situation – like nothing ever happened.
I sat on the bench that was in our yard , I heard the front door shut and I just didn’t care who entered or exited our home . i was resting my head on the palms of both of my hands with the backup of my arms pinned on my thighs.
I heard footsteps coming toward me , and again I didn’t care.
A person sat down on the bench next to me and finally I wanted to know then who was that person.
My hands drifted away from my head and I turned my head to left to see who was sitting next to me , it was Maddie.
I stared deeply at her right in her eyes letting my face express every feeling I had felt that moment.
Silence ruled for seconds, until she broke it
"I know I owe you an explanation,but—"Maddie started
"but what maddie?,huh,you wont say anything,will you?,cause you're on your own world and you don’t want me in it for no reason , what so ever" I started to attack her letting her dangle her mouth wide open from shock because she never saw me in that mood before. I was desperately eager to find out the truth just because I care , with no other reasons.
"forget it" Maddie said before she left and went inside again.
I couldn’t fight my tears. I rested my head back again on my hands, letting my hair fall and cover my face.
I heard footsteps again and I didn’t bother to check who was coming toward me.
"hey,whats wrong" Jason whispered , his warm voice slipped in my ears like melody.
He took both my hands and opened them like a door so that he could see my face and removed my hair from my face .
I saw him there on one knee , I did not answer him
He hugged me , I've always loved his warm , cozy , romantic hugs . His hugs were filled with love and caring. if his hugs could be described in one word , I would say "breath-taking"
His hug did make me feel a little better , it reminded me that I actually existed in this world .
But it didn’t make me stop crying , in fact it made me cry even more .
"calm down , everything's going to be ok" Jason whispered ,and gave me a kiss on my forehead .
"no Jason , everything's not going to be ok , did you see how are they acting ,it's like nothing had every happened , how can they be like that?" I was frustrated .
"I know , sweety , I know we'll try to figure what's really going on , you and I " he was like an angel sent from above .
"why ,Jason ? , why are you being so nice to me? " I had to ask him that question , it's not like I already knew the answer . "because ----" he stopped answering and came and sat next to me .
I faced him and stared at him waiting him to continue his answer .
"Cady , I love you"
I was in shock .
"I know its not the right time for that and—" . I cut him off "I love you too" .
"what?" Jason was the one in shock this time .
I just smiled back letting my expression explains it all . A huge smile came across Jason's angelic face.
"and I thought I was too early and that would freak you out " he said . "I felt the exact same way,but im relieved now that it's not love form one side"
He sneaked his hand behind my neck and grabbed my head slowly and kissed me .
I forgot everything wrong that went in my life , my life at that moment seemed to be beyond perfect even with the flaws that I had in my life .
I hugged him and rested my head on his shoulder like there was no tomorrow . .
New title
Hello.
I just wanted to clear to everyone that i've changed my storie's title because the story is beggining to take a new turn than what ive expected it to be before but i have new idea so thats why.
I just wanted to clear to everyone that i've changed my storie's title because the story is beggining to take a new turn than what ive expected it to be before but i have new idea so thats why.
USO 2010 Tour In Kuwait
Kellie Pickler,the famous American country music artist and television personality reunited with Jamey Johnson and Randy Houser has landed in Kuwait, specifically for the American troops in Kuwait last week as a part of the USO tour in the persian gulf.
Kellie recently tweeted this 3 hours ago : Hello Kuwait. #USO ;)
she also posted a photo of her enjoying a coca-cola while dangling her feet over iraq.
on the other hand,Randy Houser has posted a pic of him with Jamey smooking sheisha with a soldier.
Follow Kellie Pickler : @KelliePickler
Follow Randy Houser : @RandyHouser
Kellie recently tweeted this 3 hours ago : Hello Kuwait. #USO ;)
she also posted a photo of her enjoying a coca-cola while dangling her feet over iraq.
on the other hand,Randy Houser has posted a pic of him with Jamey smooking sheisha with a soldier.
Follow Kellie Pickler : @KelliePickler
Follow Randy Houser : @RandyHouser
Splatter of my life : (Ch.6: A Night In)
At that time,neither what I thought nor what anyone thought was important—Maddie's health was number one.
My mother couldn’t of course resist letting out her tears,letting out all the mixed feelings she had felt.One second she was blaming it on me for not being a good sister—the next she was blaming it on herself , she wanted to concentrate on one person to blame for what happened but Maddie .
And she was crying& talking at the same time to the doctor asking him more about Maddie."Sorry,but you can visit maddie later ,she's now recovering from the surgery" the doctor said .
My mom couldn’t argue with the doctor --couldn’t even try to.There was something fierce in the doctor's eyes that made my mother become quiet for a while until he left the waiting room.
Jason in the other hand,was in shock also from the awful news.As soon as he heard the words come out of the doctor's mouth, he put the palm of his hand on his mouth.Next thing I knew he was holding me real tight from the back.He was like protecting me from something but nothing had happened to me then!.
That crises showed me the real Jason—The caring Jason.I knew that he cared about me before but I did not expect it to be this much.If I was with any other guy,he would immediately text the news to his friends and it would be the next big thing out in the city,but not Jason.
The night came really fast,it was the middle of the midnight before we'd even knew."Cady,it’s a school night, you should go home and sleep now" those were the first words that came out of Jason 's mouth after the doctor left."I don’t care" I mumbled and I was almost talking to my self ."He's right , Cady, go and have some sleep,I'll stay here 'till Maddie wakes up" my mom said after I hushed for a bit.
"but mom—","no cady , go" mom was firm about it this time.It was like its her final talk,no more arguing with her about it.
I got up from my chair and so did Jason,I gave mom one big hug and left the room and headed outside with Jason to his car.
We got in the car , Jason had opened the door for me as usual—he was being him, a gentleman.Both of us were really queit on the road way back to my mom's house.
It was not easy to talk to my boyfriend about my drug addict 14 year old sister.It had to be like a family secret.A family secret that one of the other people knew about.
But he was not "one of the other people" , He was more than that.When we arrived,I had the nerve to finally be the one to start the conversation.
"Jason"
"Yes,sweety"he answered
"can you please stay for the night with me?,please?, you can sleep in a separate room if you want , I just don’t want to stay alone for the night in the house by myself and---" I was about to continue talking until he cut me off and started petting my back and gave me a kiss on my forehead
"calm down , calm down, sure I can , I'll just text my father and let him know about it,in case he wakes up and not find me around the house"
We got out of the car and went inside the house then went upstairs to my room. I sat on my bed and rested my head on both of my hands.Jason came and sat next to me—he wrapped his arm around my back and leaned closer to me and started whispering to my ear "its gonna be alright, maddie's going to be ok,I promise".
I couldn’t help myself not to cry so I started to. I wanted to spill everything that was kept inside me,everything I felt at that moment,but my tounge wouldn’t let me,or the words shall I say?.
There were no specific words that can describe how I felt at that time.Even though there were tears coming out of my eyes,I felt numb in the other parts of my body.
"hey , hey , I told you she's gonna be alright" Jason said quietly and started pulling me against his chest.I couldn’t resist him because his hugs were priceless, they cant be compared with nothing at all,Unique.
I kept crying for about 3 to 4 minutes I think,then I finally calmed down .
"now get some rest,I'll stay right here" Jason said when he tucked me in my bed and sat on my bed next to me.He was rubbing my head as if I was a little child,but I liked it,it made me feel relaxed and safe.
"do you wanna sleep here ? , I can go sleep in my mom's room" I whispered .
"no its ok you stay right here , and I'll go sleep in the couch downstairs" Jason said
" are you sure?" I asked
"yes im sure,I'll be fine"
"ok but let me get you a blanket and a pillow" I told him while I was trying to get up .
"no,no , you stay where you are and just tell me where can I get them and I'll manage myself well."he said .
"you can find them in that drawer" I was pointing to the third drawer under the mirror.
He grabbed a pillow and a blanket and headed for the door ,"im gonna leave the door open inn case you need anything,just shout at me and I'll come right away"
"ok" I said.
"now sleep,goodnight"
"Jason" I called him before he went dowstairs
"yes?" he answered
"thank you" I had so many reasons to thank him for , staying with us in the hospital is reason number one,and spending the night with my in the house is reason number two.
He smiled at me and said "sweet dreams"
I smiled back and closed my eyes after knowing that im for sure going to be safe tonight ,it was not like I wasn’t safe before but something made me feel a little bit more comfortable with Jason's existing in the house for the night.He was like my guardian angel .
I woke up the next morning and I totally forgot about what happened to Maddie.For some reasong , Jason's presence made me forget all about the problems I had .He had the ability to make me happy even when im not.
I went downstairs looking for him and I found the dinning table filled with all sorts of breakfast food,from eggs to cucumbers.And there was Jason setting the table.
"Good morning , sunshine" he said with a bright smile on his face.
"hey" was all that I thought of
"now , you need to get ready for school,and come eat your breakfast , you don’t wanna be late do you?"
I was about to answer "ah ----"
But he didn’t let me . "uh uh , now go get changed"
He pointed one finger at me as a joke "im gonna be your dad for this morning"
"no,please don’t be" I answered.
I hurried back up and changed my clothes and rushed downstairs,ate my breakfast with Jason of course, and we went to school like nothing had happened.
I didn’t want anyone to know about what happened to maddie.
Not until I at least know exactly what happened.
______________________________________(to be continued)
