Serisouly guys ?

This week's episode of American Idol was ... Boring!
The magic has disappeared unfortuanitely!.everyone SUCKED except for few who ROCKED IT such ad Shevonne , Lee Dwyze who tremendously stood out , Tim Urben and thats about it .

What are friends for?

I'm now watching cribs on MTV Arabia . And this episode is kind of about all of the all American rejects' band members cribs .I've just saw the lead singer's crib I believe his name is Tyson and it was nice ,the problem is his rides !
How can such a guy gets really crappy cars like the ones he own! You have some money , what are you spending them on , Tyson?
On the other hand , the lead guitarist has a really amazing crib but he doesn't own any car of the ones he had shown , ge only owns the scooters .
Hey , lead guitarist, how about you buy even just a new car for Tyson on his next birthday? I'm sure he's begging for one inside his head .

I'm back

Hello.
I've just downloaded this blogging app into my iPhone , it's called blogwriter , and from now on I'll be able to update my blog on a daily basis and keep you guys on the loop .


Bye
Norah

Splatters of my life : (Ch.7 : Nancy Drew)

The second I walked in the school with Jason,my heart beats started racing .I expected for everyone to be pointing their fingers at me and whispering stuff to each other,but none of that happened.It was just like another school day,everyone mined their own business even though that’s hard to believe for teenage kids to do so.I was looking around the corners of my eyes and wrapping my arms around my books across my chest like someone would take them away from me.I caught a glimpse of Jason looking weirdly at me.Jason never looked at me in that way before. I wondered what it was about.

The school day was finally over , the time was passing so slow that I thought the clocks were broken . It really was the worst and slowest school day of my life.I went outside the school searching for Jason after not finding him in his class.There he was, sitting on the bench outside school.But something else was disturbing the scene.Something suspicious;Lauren!

Sitting next to him.She was leaning toward him every second, touching his shoulders,feeling his biceps.An idiot would understand clearly what was she doing ; Flirting with my boyfriend.I was not the kind of girl who would get pretty jealous for nothing but Lauren made me change into that person.I did not want to just stop and stare at whats happening.Jason had some reactions toward Lauren's actions .I noticed that everytime she leaned closer,he faught back and drifted away from her.But something Lauren did that made me go right straight to her and stop her.She was touching the back of his neck smoothly.If it was some other couple doing that I would say "get a room" or something like that.But that is my boyfriend.I have to stop her right now before she does something else.I walked two steps toward them but then I stopped.I stopped because I noticed that there was something about to happen.Jason stood up when Lauren was bugging him and he was talking to her.I've caught what he said to her very clearly.

"Look,Lauren,lets clear this up right now,you're Cady's friend and im her boyfriend,and I honestly like her so much,so stop what you're trying to do,its not going to work" I've heard Jason saying that so clearly while Lauren was sitting down on the bench looking up at Jason while he's talking."Who say's im cady's friend?,and you''ll see"she was kind of attacking him in the first part,but then she tried to smooth it off with a wink.

Lauren eventually walked away and when she did , Jason saw me standing 3 feet away.His face was blank,no expression at all.he just kept staring at me.But I noticed that he was kind of relieved –he was inhaling and exhaling .He started apologizing for no reason,I was mad at a point before Jason cleared the situation to Lauren,but after what I heard I couldn’t be mad at him,I liked him more and more,it was almost love but i had to spend more and more time with him to determine if its love or just like-ing.

he was moving his lips as in "im sorry" for a minute then he frowned for a split of a second. If it was somebody else standing there , doing the same thing, I would slap him and shout to his face and tell him to deal with the fact that im ok and theres no reason to be sorry for.But it was Jason ,my Jason,I couldn’t do it no matter what he did to me.

I walked to him and he started saying that he's sorry again for one more time then he kept quiet and stared at my eyes.

"its really ok , nothing happened,I saw or heard what you said to her,and as a matter of fact I don’t care about her"I explained.

He locked his fingers with mine and kissed my hand.

"so , wanna go to the hospital for Maddie now?" he  suggested.

"shhhh" I was afraid that anyone whould hear him.and my fear became true.

A guy was standing behind us heard him. "what happened to maddie?" he asked.

We turned to see who was the guy,he was approximately 17 years old and he wore dark clothes and his eyes were creepy.

"oh no she's fine, he was talking about another Maddie,my cousin from new york" I tried to lie and that’s what I got—apparently it did the job.

Jason and I continued walking to the car.He drove until we reached the hospital . We got inside and when I stepped inside what was supposed to be maddie's room,I found no one in there.

Not maddie, not mom, not even the nurse was there.i wondered where were they.

I asked the nurse at the reception counter and she told me that Maddie went home with my mom. that was quick for an over dose treatment.

I knew that one day wouldn’t make Maddie perfectly well.

Jason drove me home.

"do you mind if I come in and check on Maddie ,too?" he asked politely.

"sure ,come in" I had no doubt he would want to check on maddie because he knew what happened to her..

We went inside the house and there was maddie,laying on the couch like nothing had happened to her.and mom was cooking lunch and singing at the same time . she was more of a multitask woman . she couldn’t keep her mind focused on one thing only.

"maddie,I wont wait until you recover perfectly to ask you this,but please tell me who sold you meth? , I know it was someone from school because that incident happened right after school . " I asked right away.

I noticed that my mom suddenly became quiet.And I wanted to make my voice level as low as possible for a reason that I couldn’t really focus on at that moment.

Maddie kept quiet for a while then she finaly spoke:"yes it was someone from school but that all I can give you right now"

"ok" I was not in the mood to argue and someone from school already won my attention.

The guy who asked for her,the mysterious dark-clothed guy.

Something about him gave  me chills when I thought about him.

I walked systematically outside like a robot through the front door. I honestly couldn’t deal with the fact that my mother is acting fine with the situation – like nothing ever happened.

I sat on the bench that was in our yard , I heard the front door shut and I just didn’t care who entered or exited our home . i was resting my head on the palms of both of my hands with the backup of my arms pinned on my thighs.

I heard footsteps coming toward me , and again I didn’t care.

A person sat down on the bench next to me and finally I wanted to know then who was that person.

My hands drifted away from my head and I turned my head to left to see who was sitting next to me , it was Maddie.

I stared deeply at her right in her eyes letting my face express every feeling I had felt that moment.

Silence ruled for seconds, until she broke it

"I know I owe you an explanation,but—"Maddie started

"but what maddie?,huh,you wont say anything,will you?,cause you're on your own world and you don’t want me in it for no reason , what so ever" I started to attack her letting her dangle her mouth wide open from shock because she never saw me in that mood before. I was desperately eager to find out the truth just because I care , with no other reasons.

"forget it" Maddie said before she left and went inside again.

I couldn’t fight my tears. I rested my head back again on my hands, letting my hair fall and cover my face.

I heard footsteps again and I didn’t bother to check who was coming toward me.

"hey,whats wrong" Jason whispered , his warm voice slipped in my ears like melody.

He took both my hands and opened them like a door so that he could see my face and removed my hair from my face .

I saw him there on one knee , I did not answer him

He hugged me , I've always loved his warm , cozy , romantic hugs . His hugs were filled with love and caring. if his hugs could be described in one word , I would say "breath-taking"

His hug did make me feel a little better , it reminded me that I actually existed in this world .

But it didn’t make me stop crying , in fact it made me cry even more .

"calm down , everything's going to be ok" Jason whispered ,and gave me a kiss on my forehead .

"no Jason , everything's not going to be ok , did you see how are they acting ,it's like nothing had every happened , how can they be like that?" I was frustrated .

"I know , sweety , I know  we'll try to figure what's really going on , you and I " he was like an angel sent from above .

"why ,Jason ? , why  are you being so nice to me? " I had to ask him that question , it's not like I already knew the answer . "because ----"  he stopped answering  and came and sat next to me .

I faced him and stared at him waiting him to continue his answer .

"Cady , I love you"

I was in shock .

"I know its not the right time for that and—" . I cut him off "I love you too" .

"what?" Jason was the one in shock this time .

I just smiled back letting my expression explains it all . A huge smile came across Jason's angelic face.

"and I thought I was too early and that would freak you out " he said . "I felt the exact same way,but im relieved now that it's not love form one side"

He sneaked his hand behind my neck and grabbed my head slowly and kissed me .

I forgot everything wrong that went in my life , my life at that moment seemed to be beyond perfect even with the flaws that I had in my life .

I hugged him and rested my head on his shoulder like there was no tomorrow . .